Hello there friends!

Yes, it has been a while, hasn't it? ^_^;

I'm so sorry for the hiatus, I just need to isolate a while. :P Forgive me.

Anyway, I had opened a new LJ account with the username sagaranna, because I do not know why this account is using the old system. =/

It has no extra filter and stuff to edit. Anyone knows why?

But anyway, I've decided to leave this account/journal as it is, and update in my new one. Maybe in the future this account will be deleted. (if I get to move all my archives here to the new account that is)

So anyone who still remembers me XD or really reads my journal, add me at sagaranna! Thankies.

Sorry for the inconvenience ya! ^^;


Anna Sagara

I'm so sorry...

I don't think I can maintain my LJ anymore...

There's not much to type from me...

There's nothing to do about here since it's always lonely anyway...

My life is too screwed up...

...or so, I am the one who's screwed.

So I've decided:



GOODBYE!

I dunno when I will be back...maybe never.

God bless everyone on my f-list!


Cheers,
Anna Sagara

I have FINALLY decided that my journals online should now be FRIENDS ONLY ♥



It's just that I don't want any potential stalkers, creeps, jerks, or unwanted people to come in here or to have tidbits of my life. I'd rather save it on special deserving people who I heart, thank you very much.

Oh dear so now I have to edit ALL my entries to FRIENDS security... oro @.@x

Hellooooooooooooo! lol

Boy, would you believe the whole lot of us (that means my whole family, my step grandma's nephew -our uncle- from the Phillipines and my mum's close friend: aunty Lisa -rofl share same name with her, sometimes confused when our relatives/family call us @_@-, and my baby! XD -chibi green tortoise plushie Sano bought for me ♥) EAT FOOD NON-STOP LIKE A TRAIN STOPPING AT SEVERAL STATIONS ever since we arrived in Singapore, Suntec City ZOMG!!!! ROFL...

To name some of the food we ate (until just now) >>
# Suntec City Food Court - beef balls with soup and rice x2. chinese (fruit) rojak. japanese set meal, there's miso soup, beef (I ♥ the sauce!), vege, ramen seafood. oyster omelette. fish porridge.
# Carrefour grocery (for motel) - strawberry. banana. blueberry. roast honey chicken. bread. pokka lemon tea.
# Tanglin Mall Food Court - korean set meal, there's sweet & sour fried fish (wow tasted like fish & chip nice oriental style~! *crispy*), choi sam and golden rice. beef ball soup with rice again HAHA. (big) fish ball soup ~yummy!.
# Quarke (ok I seriously dunno how to sp but u know where most of the bars are in Sing.? the official UOB building -my father's working in that bank-? that's rite) - my dad, aunty & uncle have German beer only lol. fries. lemon tea (have to add own sugar water). sky juice.
# China Town - vegetarian set x4. yau cha kwai -sp?-. almond, sesame, peanut paste @_@.
# Kampung - roti jalar with chicken curry OMG ♥ it!!!!!(grandma made it *_* thx!!). rambutan (rofl from grandpa's tree =3). from pasar: sugar cane. fried sukun. funny looking keropok leko. crab sticks. apam (local cake). flour balls with pineapple jam!.
# Aunty Lisa's stall in Kelana Jaya's Giant food court (and others) - cha kueh teow -sp?- aka fried kueh teow x2. fried rice. fishcakes kueh teow(noodle) soup. seafood noodle soup (not laksa, almost alike). chinese dumpling (like dim sum NOT sticky rice). chinese (penang) rojak. thai sweet and sour chicken rice.

OK...I lost names or counts of what we eat, we seriously been having marathon eating @______@;;; (portion for dished quite big too) wheee~

Thank God Singapore pricing now is BETTER than last time. =3 Dollar for dollar is worth it. Sales price are really for sales! LOL

I ♥ the Sketchers -sp?!- shoes that have on sale there!!!!!!!!!!! From $99.90 dropped to $29.90 OMG!!!!!!!! 8__8 anyway...

had a rather great time there^^ altho I have to be in a rush to do TONS of my college work TT___________TT *sad* *major sigh*

okies see ya...

awwww my sano_tehpeng just get his car to fix (his car having problems...costed him RM600 x___X;;; ) just to be in time to pick me up from college! (he was one hour late but I don't mind at all cause I'm busy with my VCD on screen XPP) *chuuuu Sano*

I treat him McDonald cause he deserved it! (and even more...) *admires everytime her Sano eats...XDDD*

and even tho his lips have... I dunno how to spell that term, but basically it's just: like round cuts on your inner lips (or mouth) when you're heaty or don't brush teeth to often or...infection, etc.(make that TWO!) ...but he still kisses me and...*blush* ummm poor honey! (it hurts for him btw cause his lips are, that's right)

before sending me home, he always reminds me that I'm special and ask me to take care for my trip. *hugs*

even if it's one night...I'll still miss ya!

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I wish I can have the enough money to buy him his desired/dream phone =/ (NO FAIR his friend's brother's gf got for her bf a nice phone !!!!!!!! but oh well she's working and is older and I'M NOT -__-)

LOL I'm actually going to Singapore in about...5 more hours whoah my gosh! @_@

It's only for one night tho...sigh. And I got ALOT ot finals/assignments to do (esp. Wednesday classes -_- curse my sickness! ;_;) and it so happens that next week is my FINAL semester week! holy macronies~!

Awww Ju only can book his place's hall on 17th December for our college (end of the year celebration?) party. =/ (hence I'm going to HK on that date) Cause the darn hall has to hold one seminar which still last from now and will just end the day before the hall is free. x_x; I WANNA PAR-TAY AND GET DRUNK HIGH @_______@ oh nvm. *cough*

Let's see...I am only going to East Coast Park, Tanglin Mall -sp?- (where the flea night market is) and Suntec City. (and not forgetting Steven Road around Orchard? it's where my accomadation is...) Then I'll be back on Sunday.

SIGH I don't have my own comp YET (mum promised to get me it if I cleaned up the house WHICH I ALREADY DID -for my halloween party- and it's being messed up AGAIN by THEM!!! *veins* swt)...I so need it to do my own work =/ (my bro comp SUCKED)

I wanna really see how loaded am I for assignments...

Classical Animation
# the walk
# poncho
# the take (funny shocking reaction for cartoon)
# re-do arc...maybe?
# redo moving wave -_- (I made slight mistake on the ghost...the wave follows moving point, but the placing is *fixed* point omg)

Visual Perpective...? (man, until now I still don't get it right? x_x)
# 5 photos (shot by self) ...follow "the rule of 3rd"?
# screencaps on objective, whatever more viewing from movies, series, animation
# sketch for logo arrangement ...lame +_+ *idealess*
# sketch on storyboard for "tensed" moments in "dangerous" streets...

Malaysian Studies
# scrapbook on local current issue research - at least 30 pages!!
# reminder: EXAMS next week @____________@ *gasp* (I still have no idea what will come out and what to study OMG!!)

VCD
# wheeeeee my Baskin Robbins coffee table design is almost finished!! *just need text info to insert and get it PRINT!*

CG 1
# one character design model
# finish the converse shoe model shoe lace goshdammit!! @@;;

This is crazy! I have NEVER hold my assignments this long and this many! -__-;

*off to get info and summarize/edit/arrange for VCD final work*

LOL I realized recently I have been eating loads of salmon fish lately...esp. the recent years... >_O

hooray I have fresh raw salmon / sashimi and Japanese soya sauce with wasabi! ♥ plus grilled salmon mmmmMmmMmmMMMmmmmmm *__________*

But I'm just afraid. Wanna know why? Cause it's heard (even in newspapers! or more like the fact!! @@) that if you eat too much salmon, esp. raw ones, you can get worms (like those type Muslim believed when you eat pig and that those worms are VERY hard to die or get rid)...in your brain/head x_______X;;;;;;; (but you like don't die? huh??? *blur*) HUH???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TT_________________TT But I'm still lovin' salmon...RAWR! salmon...LOL @_________@ but of course, when it comes to anything, too much or too little is NOT good...

- - -

Today since I'm hald day free :3 whee~ I went out with sano_tehpeng to Summit to hang out and to search for some anti-virus softwares CD...another main reason is to buy burgers (patties) from Giant next door!! (LOL Sano wanna try cooking it like one famous burger stall style, outlets in SS15 XDDD sorry I dunno name ;__; but it's definitely NOT Ramlee!! lol)

I got a Kenshin (malay translation) manga volume there XDDDD; That reminds me. Amin (my classmate) owe/borrowed ALLLLLLLLLL of my Kenshin manga!!!!!! (tho incomplete volumes, mostly complete toward the Jinchuu Arc ^^;) Including the special Kaden book!! It's since BEFORE our SPM!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get it back, I really miss 'em ;_______; no wonder I felt VERY weird when I started realizing...where are all my Kenshin books??? .___.

OMG!!! TV2 is gonna air the Spider-Man movie tonight at 10PM!!!!!!!!

And beginning every Wednesday onwards, they will show some other famous (quite recent) movies like Harry Potter (and the Philosopher Stone), Rush Hour 2, etc.!!!!!! *________* and now my Wednesday shall not be dull anymore~! (LOL dunno why tend to feel Weds. as a dread day XPPP)

...of course expect to see some ahem cuts *sigh*, but I think with TV2, they are more reliable and senseful than other channel in censoring ;P (I compared the Kenshin airing with NTV7, AXN, and TV2 - believe it or not Astro's AXN IS THE WORST!!!! arghhhhhh *feels like messing up hair badly @_@ oro!*

TV2 - doesn't censored anything, not even a curse word or a kiss ;P KEWL! (I forgot about the hotsrping part tho ;P but I think they showed whoah-ho)
NTV7 - censored "bastard" and the like and the Shishio x Yumi kiss! oh and the ecchi-hint hotspring part where there's Misao + Kaoru ^o^;
AXN - censored blood shed violent parts (ya know esp. when it comes to Saito's kickass slashings, pool of blood from bodies and the like) -____- WTF!!!!!!!! that's like the most senseless ^$%^@ghgsjayrf$%#^!! reason to cut scenes like that jsgah#%#^ esp. coming from a samurai blood thristy gaaaaaaargh anime genre you biatch!! *calms down* oh and they never censored any bits of the ahem hotspring parts STOOPID channel... *swt* (encouraging slight hentai more than bloody things huh??!! *punchie punchie*)

'nuff comparision and review from me ^_^; *sigh* that's one reason why I NEVER have Asstro, and never want it anyway *grin*

Oh, and come back to my Spider-Man fandom!! (well, I'm not those crazy "otaku" so no worries ;P) Yeaaaaaaaah I'm so happy and looking foward to watching the first movie after how many years (few =P since the year it released! 0_0) since my family gave the DVD to someone random? Yeah so we really have no idea where it is, plus we can't trace back *bummer*...and it's a pretty good quality one too!! T.T (hahahaha...yes, it's pirated ^^;;; swt swt)

...sigh, one of our family weakness, we are too kind, generous, or nice when it comes to giving, and mostly will end up in no return or ...sigh =/ forget it

*bounces* I don't care if there's some bloopers in Spider-Man, I always watch the 2nd movie, I really wanna see how Peter Parker become the anti-hero and all~ @______@;;;;

Oh yeah, to Spider-Man fans out there or those waiting for the next movie installment, it is confirmed that Sandman and the Venom will be the villains appearing!!!!!!!! *_______________* *too happy* I ♥ Venom!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD I would really hell love to see the effects and graphics for that character *.* wheeee~ (LOL heard one of their 3D software will be "Katana", named after the Japanese sword term ;P so you can imagine what they wanna do to their movie 3D...fast and ...??)

geeee only 1 more hour to go! yay!! XDD

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oh and I didn't know or expect my class today to be HALF day yeaaaaah!! looks like my Classical Animation final would be "The Walk" :3 thank God!! (oh my Semester will end next week wow so fast didn't realize omg!! @___@)

I wish my body is always healthy...I always easily fell sick or...DON'T YOU KNOW I HAVE FLU OR SINUS EVERY GOSHDAMNED DAY TT_____________TT *SIGH* sorry...

toodles!

I hope people or friends are not angry with me.

Cause I seriously feel that I'm not like a supermanwoman anymore to you. Yes, I used to always be there, I always do what you told me to, always do what you want, always try to satisfy you, make you happy, taking all my time and effort (eventho busy) to accompany you, volunteer, giving helping hands, listening to you, cheer you up, always respond or reply...

Sorry, I'm not like that anymore. =/ I can't always go around asking "what's up" or "how are you" and even always chip in "I miss you~"...sigh

Guess I'm now tired and laid back to the max. Maybe I feel I had given alot last time, not expecting anything, eventho some don't appreciate or show gratitude... I also tried to put aside my heavy things on my back, but it's gettin' to me now. I really need to rest ...now maybe it's my turn to settle and only response to people or those who only remember me or catch up with me at the moment.

Same applies that I'm not like the courageous heart of gold innocent warrior or hero anymore, where I'll treat everyone nice no matter what...

Now I'll just concentrate and only be nice to those who are to me...

simple. ok let's end like that. I need to sleep now.

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Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH HONEY FOR RINGING ME UP JUST TO SAY "I LOVE YOU" AND MAKE SURE I SLEEP...TWICE! XDDDDDDDDD ♥ ♥ ♥ haven't had that for so looong... awwwwww I feel so loved and remembered, how thoughtful! :3 now I can sleep happily XDDDDDD *hearts faints* X3333333333333

As long as you have the heart and never give up - you can do anything and be successful!

Sorry man, I need to get that reminder to myself ALOT.

I used to have a heart for e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g, now it looks like I'm back to square one on doing that. good luck & ganbatte to me! *_*;

Hmmmm...I dunno why lately I don't really have the urge or interest to blog whenever random I want (whoah you should see me in Multiply before...I was nuts blogging anytime randomly I want! @@ sigh)

I've also felt that the internet place which used to be so exciting and it's like you always want to go back for more? It's getting real boring and slow now =/ Dunno why, but that's just me.

My time management is still poor as ever. Sometimes I'm so bored, sometimes I'm too busy, sometimes I sleeeeeep alot OMG, sometimes I have no idea what to do next...this is bad! I used to be good at it, guess I just feel...I feel like I'm very boring now. -_-;

I know why. It's cause now I hardly socialize. I've begun not to use or login to any chatroom or messenger anymore. I rarely hang out or have/join outing. I'm usually or always with my family, and sometimes...sano_tehpeng. I don't use my email as often as before anymore. I also try not to be active in forums. Esp. local ones! I've had enough with it already...plus I don't have much time and interest in it too. I don't SMS or call ppl unless for occasion.

I also realize that I'm hardly keen on doing things which I used to once gone practic over it. I don't really search or check up new websites anymore. I'm not that keen in touching encyclopedia or languages books. I don't have a bookworm habit anymore where everyday I must read at least something...novel, story books...etc.

I've fed up with cleaning this house or doing extra house chores. I never touched my piano for how many centuries! I don't write or create or figure out tunes to play on my keyboard/piano anymore. I used to create poems once in a while, but no more. I used to glue myself to my TV and multisystem VCRs. Heck, I used to make drawing as a routine or my hobby! Now?! It's not even in the picture...maybe slightly.

SIGH Yes, there's so many more. And pardon me for making myself feel useless, but sometimes I think I am, esp. when I'm beginning to drain out on myself. I lost touch with my own original self since this year...no idea.

Well, there's at least something which I had great compared to before and now. I had the love of my life. I'm learning to take all sorts of things. I really should appreciate it. Hopefully this will someday bring me back to realizing who I really am and what I really wanna do.

Gah to boring part of myself. Welcome back to becoming genki!

Thanks honey for spending time on the phone with me just now. ♥ (yeah, in the middle of blogging this...then after his call I realized there's still light and hope for me...in improving myself...quit becoming lazy and feeling empty or useless! @@ swt) I hope I can draw out new revolution again see ya!

*off to shower wheeeee~*

some survey

What do you do everyday?
sleep, eat, internet, Sano

What was your report card comment?
She is a good helpful creative girl. Her results are good, but she could do better. =_=;

What is your charm point?
My waist. =P

What is your weak point?
My ugly legs! T_T

What do you collect?
Plushies!

What about your room now?
It's filled with oh-so-many sugary things, esp. plushies!! ^w^

What is your favorite place?
My room! Hahaha! XD

Where do you want to go?
To the bank with Sano.

What do you do in your free time?
Draw or write or talk to Sano/friends.

What is your greatest worry?
Loosing my Sano!

What causes you stress?
Eating, and my darn family

What is most important to you now?
Health

Who do you respect?
Alot of ppl...

When was your first love?
Last year?

Have you fallen in love?
D'oh.

What type of guy do you like?
Sano =P

What type don:t you like?
Like Aoshi or Rukawa. =___=

What you want in a guy?
Sano! ♥

How a guy can attract you?
Sano :3

The type of girls fashion you like?
Retro fashion, Japanese highschool girl street fashion, real girlish type like Victorian, Lolita, or MidAge fushion mix...esp. all dress! XD dress rulez!!! XP

What can a guy do that will make your heart skip a beat?
Being a real man infront of everyone =P

What is your perfect date?
Stroll in the park with Sano (including picnic & games & ahem ^^) until midnight and hang out on a beautiful hill over looking a pretty scenery (esp. there's lights!) where we can admire the starry sky with moon & have wine there and...^^

What color is love?
Red =P

What is the best kind of gift to receive?
Any, because as long as I receive any gift, I gained something special and that ppl thought of me ^^ *so sweet!*

do you want to get married?
YES!! ^^ *squeal*

What would you name your kid?
sore wa himitsu desu~ ^^

Who is your hero?
SANO!! XDDD

What is something you strive for?
My dreams and goals!!^^

if you were reborn would you want to be a boy or a girl?
ROFL Doesn't matter ;P (as long as I can still have my partner as Sano in any form XDDDD)

why?
It could be fun either I'm a guy or girl ;P and true love when I get Sano again!(whether he's girl or guy too) BWAHA~ XD

When you first meet people, where do you look?
Of course their entire body from head to toe ;P (but not in an obvious way of course XD)

When you were young what did you want to be?
An archeaologist =P cause I thought I can travel around the world like Montana or Indiana Jones XDDDD; swt

When you are old what do you want to do?
Still enjoying and having fun with Sano

Whats wrong in the world?
Wrong people, that's what.

What is your mental age?
28?

How much money do you have with you today?
Around RM1 and some cents #_#

Are you a morning person?
No way.

Do you beleive in fate?
Well, I believe in controlling my own fate. ;)

What is interesting now?
Shopping

Do you play tricks on others?
I usual love to tease 'em ;P and ya, sometimes on my Sano XD

What is something good that happened now?
I'm going overseas

What is the best expensive thing?
A dream house?

What do you hide?
My bad secrets and some knowledge. =s

What is something you recently tried for the first time?
Uhhhh...ice blended coffee...only some sips +_+ and no more.

What is your enemy?
Flu, sinus, dry skin =___=

If you weren't a student what would you be?
An animator? lol

If you scored yourself, what number would you be?
No idea.

What do you think about at lives?
Live my life wonderful :3

What is your fave. drink?
Water, milk, malted soyabean milk, malted drink, chocolate

What do you do before a live?
Huh???

After?
This dun make sense @_@; or I dunno how to answer...

What is a live to you?
Life? LOL

What instrument do you play?
Keyboard, piano...now trying to learn vocal by myself +_+;;;; sigh

What will you do this year?
Do well in college, participate in any local cosplay events possible, be more hardworking, work well, love Sano hehe, keep in touch with many friends, etc.

Who is your musician friend?
NASH, teh_o and friends who knows how to play musical instruments, lol.

What don't you want to loose?
The things I LOVE.

What are your favorite songs?
Currently obsessed with all SIAM SHADE's. 8)

What is your personal rule?
Be myself.

What don't you want?
Things I hate.

If you could be another member in a band who would you be and why?
Any would do...it would be fun switching postitions sometimes, if it's possible.

What is a dream come true?
To have all your goals accomplished & dreams come true of course! yosh!

What do you want to eat right now?
Chocolates...

Who do you wanna meet?
Rolemodels. =)

Who is your favorite artist?
Lots. Recent ones: SIAM SHADE!! XDDD ha!

What type of talent do you like?
Any talent which is unique and rare.(but not psycho of course)

What is music to you?
Music heals the soul.

What is your ambition?
Being a successful animator, getting married, living & working in the U.S.

In ten years what will you say to yourself?
Wow I can't believed I did so many things in my life, I'm glad about it!

sigh Well, I am still a bit sick =/ I got sore-throat and I always have to cough and sneeze ...my skin also hurt due to dry skin problem ~_~;

geez I wonder how I'll survive in overseas winter or wheather??!!!

grrr errrrr I'm so mad at Skype! It's been screwy again!! I can't communicate with Monsoon even tho I have re-connected many times or had restarted my comp. hfug4^#^%&*^&!

The whole Sundae I had to help babysit my sis, cause my mum went to Genting with her friend to watch some show or something =__=; I dunno.

Oh, yeah. I forget to inform my sano_tehpeng about his class gathering on 10th of December!(if I'm not wrong) Tho hwanmun still had no idea where the venue is, cause one of her classmate who inform her about this never state it...or forget to state it? XDDD

OMG my college work still piling up =_+ but phew thank god the direct mail competition thing is OVER!! Man, I can't believe on that Friday (deadline date) only Hendry and me came to help get things done and all x___X;;; It was such a rush, I hope they still accept our submission!!! -__-;

I had nice food yesterday, kampung chicken rice and TGI Friday's food....mmmmm. ROFL my lil' 3 years old sis can manage to finish TWO of our (my bro & mine) chocolate milkshake ALL BY HERSELF!!! x____X;;; (we only drink a lil' T^T sob sob LOL!) Ate some buffalo wings, fries, and a nice dessert - the ice~cream was nice^^

LOL Forgot to mentioned that our usual size X'mas tree is now transferred in kampung...cause our house seriously have NO SPACE! x__x;; So now we have a cute mini one upstairs...LOL!!

OMG I REMEMBER SPOTTING SOME INU YASHA AND ONE PIECE PLUSHIES IN SUMMIT!!! I hope a couple of the cute ones are not sold cause I wanna buy it either for myself and definitely one for my friend T___T;;; I have no money that time when I saw it - pls let it be available when I make my next visit to that gift shop!!!!! (cause they say only one stock left x_x)

okies, gtg! OMG look at the time now I'M SO DEAD! XD; swt

that's all~ see ya!

ZOMG I'll be going to Singapore again?? o___O;;; OMG my dad just confirmed family trip to Singapore NEXT WEEKEND 0_____________0;;;;;;;;;;;; oro!!!!!!!

But...I'm applying for that cosplayer promoter thing for that TEG Fair in KL...tho I haven't get any confirmation yet from Melissa T^T....it's a three days event, where I can earn RM120 per day for 6 hours!

and next Sunday Saturday too there's some Japanese animation demo and stuff in K.L which I'll love to attend (submission free YEAH!!^^), but luckily Monday will also have another demo day. ^^ (omg wait I forgot to check what time cause I have CG1 class on that day from 10AM - 5PM 0_0)

also I can't believe there's another animation related event for November, which is some Asian animation exhibition, me wanna go badly too ♥ ...gotta check out ComicFiesta about full details XDDDD;

OMG my appearence in Kickstart is only on the weekend I'm going off outstation o___O;;; FIONA-CHAN IF YOU SO HAPPEN TO READ THIS PRETTY PLS HELP RECORD THAT EPISODE AIRING FOR ME YA THANKS! XD swt

I can't believe it'll also be the deadline for my darn M'sian Studies research for local current issue thingie... =___=;;; *haven't even started yet OMG die! swt*

hey how come there's SO MANY things happening on the weekend I'm going?? XDDDD

oh well *shrug in confusion* @_@;

( I'm a survey addict so sue me ;P )

I ALWAYS had to miss Wednesday classes this sem =________+

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ow and my sore throat is coming again and my legs HURT

I envy those who can live in campus....

or those who have their own rental or owned place, where they don't have to live with parents anymore....

I envy those who can even lock their OWN room at home rofl!!

I envy those who can study further away from where they live...

I envy those who can go out anytime they want and come back until late of dawn, after midnight, or whenever time they want...

I envy those who gets to study overseas...

I envy those who has pocket money...

I envy those who gets their education fees all paid...

I envy those who gets to work and earn their own money, getting to save and spent on their own will....

I envy those who doesn't have to pay back their parents until they're independence like after education or having $$$ working....

I envy those who gets whatever they want when they beg or ask their parents...

I envy those who easily gets rewarded or praised, esp. from parents...

I envy those who always gets to go out and spend money....

I envy those who always gets to hang out and watch movies at the cinema frequently...

I envy those who has their own car to drive!! (or even any car to drive)

I envy those who are VERY healthy -__-...

I envy those who has total freedom and rights and money and good health (LOL)

I esp. envy those who have a happy family....

I hate those who has all these but never appreciates it or always complaint like fsk =__________=;;;;

...when I say "envy", it does not mean I hate or jealous of those categories of ppl, my way of saying "envy" is that I really wished I could be one of them and that I think they are very lucky ppl... TT______TT sob sob

If you are one of those categories I mentioned above, please be very grateful and happy!! You know I never get to experience it...-______-

oh man I feel so weak -_____-

I have flu, sore throat and fever body!!

I feel so hot/warm(body temp.) yet also cold ~_____________~

(omg I hafta check my typing several time to get it right @__@)

jagru%#W$%@WTehgwrjwkte785777777777$%@(*(jhvsfgjheurhoire =______=

Here I've uploaded Madonna's latest music/song for you!

Title: Hung Up
Singer: Madonna
Additional credit: Stuart Price, B. Anderson and B. Ulvaeus
My comment: This seems to be my ecstacy at the moment. ;P SIGH I've been feeling like the song/music for recent days! If you somehow feel tired, stressed, fed up, disappointed, frustrated and at the same time wanna break out from it or wanna get enlighten, plus if you like mix/remix, 70's, disco, techno/electronical music or Madonna, donwload the song! ^_^
...yes, the music they inserted in here is clearly taken/used from ABBA's Gimme Gimme Gimme (A Man After Midnight) XDDDDD
...and I realized the type of lyrics is kinda familiar to Gwen Stefani's too XPPPP LOL!
(I think it's quite popular among local radio channels now, whether you hear this song yet or not, feel free to download if you want 'kay! XD)
Lyrics: ( Click Here )

Have I mentioned I'll like to thank Monsoon for the mp3? ;)

I've also just started a music community mainly for techno or electronial music taste. Join it if you like your mp3 rotation community to be filled with techno-like music! ;)
(sorry for awful decoration btw x__x I hope I can create own themed photoshop graphics for that community! esp. the userinfo page^^ *swt*)

I dunno what to do. =P ROFL

( My old random quizzie results... )

( NEW fun quizs! )

yeaaaaah!!!! eating Japanese mochi mochi my mum gave me from her friend from fridge ^^ *yum yum* so sweeeeeeeeet x__x;; LOL =9

OMG!!! I stumble to one hilarious (yet sourceful) site about American Girls Guide on Dating European Men! ^^

Here's the link!! >>
http://americangirlsareeasy.com/book/

It got me laughing off my chair!! XDDDD;

Learnt some NEW cool German language too ;P

( Go here to learn some ;P )
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Would like to wish HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL NOVEMBER FRIENDS OF MINE, be it in advance or belated. ^^;;;
(since it'll be a headache to list all of you @__@ gomen ne! but you know who you are, ne? ^_~)

*throws confetti for all of ya* \(^o^)/

Seriously, November kids has been top of the list since God knows when XD;