Hello there friends!

Yes, it has been a while, hasn't it? ^_^;

I'm so sorry for the hiatus, I just need to isolate a while. :P Forgive me.

Anyway, I had opened a new LJ account with the username sagaranna, because I do not know why this account is using the old system. =/

It has no extra filter and stuff to edit. Anyone knows why?

But anyway, I've decided to leave this account/journal as it is, and update in my new one. Maybe in the future this account will be deleted. (if I get to move all my archives here to the new account that is)

So anyone who still remembers me XD or really reads my journal, add me at sagaranna! Thankies.

Sorry for the inconvenience ya! ^^;


Anna Sagara

I'm so sorry...

I don't think I can maintain my LJ anymore...

There's not much to type from me...

There's nothing to do about here since it's always lonely anyway...

My life is too screwed up...

...or so, I am the one who's screwed.

So I've decided:



GOODBYE!

I dunno when I will be back...maybe never.

God bless everyone on my f-list!


Cheers,
Anna Sagara

I have FINALLY decided that my journals online should now be FRIENDS ONLY ♥



It's just that I don't want any potential stalkers, creeps, jerks, or unwanted people to come in here or to have tidbits of my life. I'd rather save it on special deserving people who I heart, thank you very much.

Oh dear so now I have to edit ALL my entries to FRIENDS security... oro @.@x

Hellooooooooooooo! lol

Boy, would you believe the whole lot of us (that means my whole family, my step grandma's nephew -our uncle- from the Phillipines and my mum's close friend: aunty Lisa -rofl share same name with her, sometimes confused when our relatives/family call us @_@-, and my baby! XD -chibi green tortoise plushie Sano bought for me ♥) EAT FOOD NON-STOP LIKE A TRAIN STOPPING AT SEVERAL STATIONS ever since we arrived in Singapore, Suntec City ZOMG!!!! ROFL...

To name some of the food we ate (until just now) >>
# Suntec City Food Court - beef balls with soup and rice x2. chinese (fruit) rojak. japanese set meal, there's miso soup, beef (I ♥ the sauce!), vege, ramen seafood. oyster omelette. fish porridge.
# Carrefour grocery (for motel) - strawberry. banana. blueberry. roast honey chicken. bread. pokka lemon tea.
# Tanglin Mall Food Court - korean set meal, there's sweet & sour fried fish (wow tasted like fish & chip nice oriental style~! *crispy*), choi sam and golden rice. beef ball soup with rice again HAHA. (big) fish ball soup ~yummy!.
# Quarke (ok I seriously dunno how to sp but u know where most of the bars are in Sing.? the official UOB building -my father's working in that bank-? that's rite) - my dad, aunty & uncle have German beer only lol. fries. lemon tea (have to add own sugar water). sky juice.
# China Town - vegetarian set x4. yau cha kwai -sp?-. almond, sesame, peanut paste @_@.
# Kampung - roti jalar with chicken curry OMG ♥ it!!!!!(grandma made it *_* thx!!). rambutan (rofl from grandpa's tree =3). from pasar: sugar cane. fried sukun. funny looking keropok leko. crab sticks. apam (local cake). flour balls with pineapple jam!.
# Aunty Lisa's stall in Kelana Jaya's Giant food court (and others) - cha kueh teow -sp?- aka fried kueh teow x2. fried rice. fishcakes kueh teow(noodle) soup. seafood noodle soup (not laksa, almost alike). chinese dumpling (like dim sum NOT sticky rice). chinese (penang) rojak. thai sweet and sour chicken rice.

OK...I lost names or counts of what we eat, we seriously been having marathon eating @______@;;; (portion for dished quite big too) wheee~

Thank God Singapore pricing now is BETTER than last time. =3 Dollar for dollar is worth it. Sales price are really for sales! LOL

I ♥ the Sketchers -sp?!- shoes that have on sale there!!!!!!!!!!! From $99.90 dropped to $29.90 OMG!!!!!!!! 8__8 anyway...

had a rather great time there^^ altho I have to be in a rush to do TONS of my college work TT___________TT *sad* *major sigh*

okies see ya...

awwww my sano_tehpeng just get his car to fix (his car having problems...costed him RM600 x___X;;; ) just to be in time to pick me up from college! (he was one hour late but I don't mind at all cause I'm busy with my VCD on screen XPP) *chuuuu Sano*

I treat him McDonald cause he deserved it! (and even more...) *admires everytime her Sano eats...XDDD*

and even tho his lips have... I dunno how to spell that term, but basically it's just: like round cuts on your inner lips (or mouth) when you're heaty or don't brush teeth to often or...infection, etc.(make that TWO!) ...but he still kisses me and...*blush* ummm poor honey! (it hurts for him btw cause his lips are, that's right)

before sending me home, he always reminds me that I'm special and ask me to take care for my trip. *hugs*

even if it's one night...I'll still miss ya!

- - -

I wish I can have the enough money to buy him his desired/dream phone =/ (NO FAIR his friend's brother's gf got for her bf a nice phone !!!!!!!! but oh well she's working and is older and I'M NOT -__-)

LOL I'm actually going to Singapore in about...5 more hours whoah my gosh! @_@

It's only for one night tho...sigh. And I got ALOT ot finals/assignments to do (esp. Wednesday classes -_- curse my sickness! ;_;) and it so happens that next week is my FINAL semester week! holy macronies~!

Awww Ju only can book his place's hall on 17th December for our college (end of the year celebration?) party. =/ (hence I'm going to HK on that date) Cause the darn hall has to hold one seminar which still last from now and will just end the day before the hall is free. x_x; I WANNA PAR-TAY AND GET DRUNK HIGH @_______@ oh nvm. *cough*

Let's see...I am only going to East Coast Park, Tanglin Mall -sp?- (where the flea night market is) and Suntec City. (and not forgetting Steven Road around Orchard? it's where my accomadation is...) Then I'll be back on Sunday.

SIGH I don't have my own comp YET (mum promised to get me it if I cleaned up the house WHICH I ALREADY DID -for my halloween party- and it's being messed up AGAIN by THEM!!! *veins* swt)...I so need it to do my own work =/ (my bro comp SUCKED)

I wanna really see how loaded am I for assignments...

Classical Animation
# the walk
# poncho
# the take (funny shocking reaction for cartoon)
# re-do arc...maybe?
# redo moving wave -_- (I made slight mistake on the ghost...the wave follows moving point, but the placing is *fixed* point omg)

Visual Perpective...? (man, until now I still don't get it right? x_x)
# 5 photos (shot by self) ...follow "the rule of 3rd"?
# screencaps on objective, whatever more viewing from movies, series, animation
# sketch for logo arrangement ...lame +_+ *idealess*
# sketch on storyboard for "tensed" moments in "dangerous" streets...

Malaysian Studies
# scrapbook on local current issue research - at least 30 pages!!
# reminder: EXAMS next week @____________@ *gasp* (I still have no idea what will come out and what to study OMG!!)

VCD
# wheeeeee my Baskin Robbins coffee table design is almost finished!! *just need text info to insert and get it PRINT!*

CG 1
# one character design model
# finish the converse shoe model shoe lace goshdammit!! @@;;

This is crazy! I have NEVER hold my assignments this long and this many! -__-;

*off to get info and summarize/edit/arrange for VCD final work*

LOL I realized recently I have been eating loads of salmon fish lately...esp. the recent years... >_O

hooray I have fresh raw salmon / sashimi and Japanese soya sauce with wasabi! ♥ plus grilled salmon mmmmMmmMmmMMMmmmmmm *__________*

But I'm just afraid. Wanna know why? Cause it's heard (even in newspapers! or more like the fact!! @@) that if you eat too much salmon, esp. raw ones, you can get worms (like those type Muslim believed when you eat pig and that those worms are VERY hard to die or get rid)...in your brain/head x_______X;;;;;;; (but you like don't die? huh??? *blur*) HUH???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TT_________________TT But I'm still lovin' salmon...RAWR! salmon...LOL @_________@ but of course, when it comes to anything, too much or too little is NOT good...

- - -

Today since I'm hald day free :3 whee~ I went out with sano_tehpeng to Summit to hang out and to search for some anti-virus softwares CD...another main reason is to buy burgers (patties) from Giant next door!! (LOL Sano wanna try cooking it like one famous burger stall style, outlets in SS15 XDDD sorry I dunno name ;__; but it's definitely NOT Ramlee!! lol)

I got a Kenshin (malay translation) manga volume there XDDDD; That reminds me. Amin (my classmate) owe/borrowed ALLLLLLLLLL of my Kenshin manga!!!!!! (tho incomplete volumes, mostly complete toward the Jinchuu Arc ^^;) Including the special Kaden book!! It's since BEFORE our SPM!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get it back, I really miss 'em ;_______; no wonder I felt VERY weird when I started realizing...where are all my Kenshin books??? .___.

OMG!!! TV2 is gonna air the Spider-Man movie tonight at 10PM!!!!!!!!

And beginning every Wednesday onwards, they will show some other famous (quite recent) movies like Harry Potter (and the Philosopher Stone), Rush Hour 2, etc.!!!!!! *________* and now my Wednesday shall not be dull anymore~! (LOL dunno why tend to feel Weds. as a dread day XPPP)

...of course expect to see some ahem cuts *sigh*, but I think with TV2, they are more reliable and senseful than other channel in censoring ;P (I compared the Kenshin airing with NTV7, AXN, and TV2 - believe it or not Astro's AXN IS THE WORST!!!! arghhhhhh *feels like messing up hair badly @_@ oro!*

TV2 - doesn't censored anything, not even a curse word or a kiss ;P KEWL! (I forgot about the hotsrping part tho ;P but I think they showed whoah-ho)
NTV7 - censored "bastard" and the like and the Shishio x Yumi kiss! oh and the ecchi-hint hotspring part where there's Misao + Kaoru ^o^;
AXN - censored blood shed violent parts (ya know esp. when it comes to Saito's kickass slashings, pool of blood from bodies and the like) -____- WTF!!!!!!!! that's like the most senseless ^$%^@ghgsjayrf$%#^!! reason to cut scenes like that jsgah#%#^ esp. coming from a samurai blood thristy gaaaaaaargh anime genre you biatch!! *calms down* oh and they never censored any bits of the ahem hotspring parts STOOPID channel... *swt* (encouraging slight hentai more than bloody things huh??!! *punchie punchie*)

'nuff comparision and review from me ^_^; *sigh* that's one reason why I NEVER have Asstro, and never want it anyway *grin*

Oh, and come back to my Spider-Man fandom!! (well, I'm not those crazy "otaku" so no worries ;P) Yeaaaaaaaah I'm so happy and looking foward to watching the first movie after how many years (few =P since the year it released! 0_0) since my family gave the DVD to someone random? Yeah so we really have no idea where it is, plus we can't trace back *bummer*...and it's a pretty good quality one too!! T.T (hahahaha...yes, it's pirated ^^;;; swt swt)

...sigh, one of our family weakness, we are too kind, generous, or nice when it comes to giving, and mostly will end up in no return or ...sigh =/ forget it

*bounces* I don't care if there's some bloopers in Spider-Man, I always watch the 2nd movie, I really wanna see how Peter Parker become the anti-hero and all~ @______@;;;;

Oh yeah, to Spider-Man fans out there or those waiting for the next movie installment, it is confirmed that Sandman and the Venom will be the villains appearing!!!!!!!! *_______________* *too happy* I ♥ Venom!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD I would really hell love to see the effects and graphics for that character *.* wheeee~ (LOL heard one of their 3D software will be "Katana", named after the Japanese sword term ;P so you can imagine what they wanna do to their movie 3D...fast and ...??)

geeee only 1 more hour to go! yay!! XDD

- - -

oh and I didn't know or expect my class today to be HALF day yeaaaaah!! looks like my Classical Animation final would be "The Walk" :3 thank God!! (oh my Semester will end next week wow so fast didn't realize omg!! @___@)

I wish my body is always healthy...I always easily fell sick or...DON'T YOU KNOW I HAVE FLU OR SINUS EVERY GOSHDAMNED DAY TT_____________TT *SIGH* sorry...

toodles!

I hope people or friends are not angry with me.

Cause I seriously feel that I'm not like a supermanwoman anymore to you. Yes, I used to always be there, I always do what you told me to, always do what you want, always try to satisfy you, make you happy, taking all my time and effort (eventho busy) to accompany you, volunteer, giving helping hands, listening to you, cheer you up, always respond or reply...

Sorry, I'm not like that anymore. =/ I can't always go around asking "what's up" or "how are you" and even always chip in "I miss you~"...sigh

Guess I'm now tired and laid back to the max. Maybe I feel I had given alot last time, not expecting anything, eventho some don't appreciate or show gratitude... I also tried to put aside my heavy things on my back, but it's gettin' to me now. I really need to rest ...now maybe it's my turn to settle and only response to people or those who only remember me or catch up with me at the moment.

Same applies that I'm not like the courageous heart of gold innocent warrior or hero anymore, where I'll treat everyone nice no matter what...

Now I'll just concentrate and only be nice to those who are to me...

simple. ok let's end like that. I need to sleep now.

- - -

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH HONEY FOR RINGING ME UP JUST TO SAY "I LOVE YOU" AND MAKE SURE I SLEEP...TWICE! XDDDDDDDDD ♥ ♥ ♥ haven't had that for so looong... awwwwww I feel so loved and remembered, how thoughtful! :3 now I can sleep happily XDDDDDD *hearts faints* X3333333333333

As long as you have the heart and never give up - you can do anything and be successful!

Sorry man, I need to get that reminder to myself ALOT.

I used to have a heart for e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g, now it looks like I'm back to square one on doing that. good luck & ganbatte to me! *_*;